Is this ParTay over?

It has been 18 months since I got the phone call labeling me as a Survivor.
And to tell you the truth- it seems like it was a phone call that was made to someone else.
The whole Cancer experience seems like perhaps it was a movie I remember watching and not something I actually went through.
Is that weird?
I feel like the only proof there is that I ever went through all of it- is this blog.
..O.K. and the little fact that I no longer have boobs. Guess there's that. LOL
Sometimes I feel like I'm doing this Cancer Survivor thing all wrong. There are survivors that attend support groups every month. There are survivors that worry every day that it might come back. There are survivors that never feel back to normal. There are survivors that continue to raise awareness. There are survivors that support other survivors. There are survivors that start foundations. There are survivors that are changing the world. Then... there's me. I just want to pretend it never happened. I don't want to spend my days consumed by any of it. I paid my boobs dues and a whole lot of my money and I just want to move on.
So I can't believe I would ever say this but-

Is this ParTay over? 

{Let's hope so}