As of April 2, 2012, this blog became the place for documenting our New Adventure called Breast Cancer. Basically it's all about our Cancer ParTay.
As of Oct 2013- our 18 month Survivor mark- the ParTay's pretty much over. Treatments are done, my hair is back and I am healthy & cancer-free!
As of today- I want you to know that the trick to living a happy, healthy and wonderful life in the future is to remember where we've been, what we've learned and how much we've been blessed! That's exactly what I hope you find here.

Friday, December 21, 2012

No Lumps, Thank You. Cancer Book

My good friend,Teri Z. gave me an awesome Christmas gift. It's a book called No Lumps, Thank You. She even got me a signed copy of it. So cool!
Thanks lady!!!! I love it!
A little bit about the book---
There are a couple local ladies here in Fargo that have written a book about Breast Cancer. One is a photographer and the other is a motivational Breast Cancer Surviving speaker. I actually met one of them (Kim Wagner) at the Hope Soars Picnic back in September. Their website is here: http://nolumpsthankyou.com/index2.php#/home/
Here's their story from a local newspaper article:
Meg Spielman Peldo, daughter of a Hollywood Vassarette lingerie designer in the 1950s, has become a brassiere-maker in her own right.
But instead of cotton, satin and lace, she’s used pancakes, maracas and pomegranates to create artsy undergarments.
The Fargo-based fine-art and portrait photographer spent years conceptualizing and shooting a series of “art bras” formed with flowers, plants, grasses, fruits and vegetables, stones, sea glass, buttons and other objects.
Spielman’s book, “No Lumps, Thank You: A Bra Anthologie,” combines 30 of her imaginative images with lighthearted humor to help raise money for breast cancer charities.
“No Lumps,” released Sept. 28, was inspired by The Hotel Donaldson’s annual Bras on Broadway fundraiser.
The project began with the wearable bird’s-nest bra Spielman made for downtown Fargo’s first Bras on Broadway six years ago. Her “breast nests” were so well received, she wondered what good she could do with a book.
“That’s why I have the book, because of Bras on Broadway,” she says.
Spielman submitted a proposal along with three images to a few publishers, and a week later she got a call.
Stories and laughsThe special edition of “No Lumps, Thank You” includes stories from 53 regional breast cancer survivors collected by Fargo writer and speaker Kim Wagner, who was undergoing treatment herself while she was doing interviews.
“This book is full of funny anecdotes and personal reflections from strong, gutsy, amazing women. It was an honor to jot down their stories and be a part of it,” Wagner says.
She says talking to other women who were going through the same things was therapeutic.
“I never liked the idea that it’s a ‘journey’ or a ‘battle,’ but it was nice to know that so many of us could commiserate and say we’ve been there,” says Wagner, who was diagnosed with Stage 3 breast cancer last summer.
Contributors range in age from their early 20s to their 70s and 80s.
“This is not a team that we would ever volunteer to be on, and yet it really is a marvelous conglomerate of young and old,” she says.
Proceeds from the special edition will go to Sanford Health’s Embrace Cancer Survivorship Program.
“What we have learned through that program is how important other breast cancer survivors are to each other as far as their healing, because they have the most poignant tips and tricks for each other to get through that difficult journey,” says Dr. Shelby Terstriep, medical oncologist at Sanford’s Roger Maris Cancer Center in Fargo.
She says the blurbs included in the book address everything she and her staff hear from their patients on a day-to-day basis.
“We’ve already had someone at the beginning of her cancer journey comment on how helpful it was to read other people’s stories. That’s the kind of impact we want to have on people,” Terstriep says.
Spielman’s playful touch is meant to make a difficult time a little bit easier.
“I hope it offers encouragement and it shows compassion and laughter. It’s supposed to be light-hearted, and I think we achieved that,” Wagner says of the book
What a fun tribute to those fighting Breast Cancer here in Fargo. So fun to have a copy!

An Extra Lump

I noticed a move-able lump on my right side about a month ago. I figured it was maybe just scar tissue but I wasn't sure. [You never go back to thinking the way you did before you were diagnosed] So we had Dr. Panwalker check it today. After he felt it, he sent orders over for us to get an Ultrasound done. Oh great! Lucky day! I never really get worked up about things anymore because the fact is... if it's something kucky or scary, at this point there really isn't anything you can do about it. There's no reason to freak out until you figure out what you're dealing with. Then you can freak! LOL
Brett met me after Herceptin to go to the appointment with me. My original Nurse Lisa did my Ultrasound again. It was fun to see her! We teased with her that she is going to get sick of us at some point. Then it was even funn-ier because she told us she had seen us at our Church. Whhhhat?? It turns out that her son played his guitar at our Ward Christmas party and she saw us. I told her she should have some and said hi. What are the chances? Hope we didn't do some weird things while she watched us. LOL
Anyways- back to the Ultrasound. She got me all dressed up in my Sanford robe (it looks like I'm attending some fancy spa. I wish!), gel-ed me up and took some pictures. Then she had another nurse come check it. She gel-ed me up again and took some more pictures. Then they both went to go show the stuff to the Radiologist. It was only a short bit before they came back and let us go. It turns out that it's just a swollen lymph node. Nothing to freak about. YEAH! I asked how long I should plan on having IT. She said it should go away but they don't know when. MY body is supposedly trying to get rid of the crap in my body and a swollen lymph node just comes with the territory. That's my life, I guess. But thank heavens it was just an extra hour at the hospital and nothing serious! Now can someone take me to a "real" spa? LOL

Herceptin #12 & Panwalker Appointment

Today my Herceptin drip was accompanied by a 3 month checkup with Dr Panwalker. Brett agreed to come with me. Guess he figured that he should be there as a witness so that I would kept my bad attitude in check (or I didn't hit the doctor- maybe he just came to avoid a medical abuse lawsuit?). It mostly worked. I had made a decision to be very cordial. I promised myself that I would keep my mouth shut and my opinions to myself as much as possible. However, it didn't start off as smoothly as it could have. He came in and asked how I was. I replied a short, "Fine". Then he paused and looked at me and said- "Really? Are you ok? Is there a problem?" LOL Guess I'm not really good at the "pretend everything is fine" thing. I assured him I was "fine" and so he started the normal questions. It went well until he brought up the "when are you moving?" question.  Urrrrrrrg! Luckily, Brett came to the rescue. He informed Panwalker that we were no longer moving. The doctor acted shocked and said, "Because of this?" um....Well.... duh! [See!!! Exactly why I did NOT go alone today!] Brett explained how the State Department had denied us clearance because of the Herceptin treatment. You could tell he felt bad but not that he would have done anything different about it. He actually admitted to us that days before (isn't that convenient or coincidence or just dumb luck?) he got our call to ask if we could have him sign off on a smaller Herceptin regimen, new study information came out saying that 1 year of Herceptin was definitely better than 6 months. Because of that, he had to recommend that I continue the full treatment. WHATEVER!!! Big, fat W on my forehead! [I promise that I will eventually get over it!] We did talk about a few other interesting facts about Cancer drugs & the State Department while we finished the exam. We did share a couple laughs which I think made him feel better about things. {You see, he's used to us making joke and being really upbeat} It wasn't my favorite doctor's appointment but we survived so that was good.
Oh except that during the physical exam, he found a lump next to my right non-breast. He recommended that I get an Ultrasound today to check it out. If it looks suspicious they'll get me in for a biopsy today as well. Oh joy! More time at the hospital. Merry Christmas to me!
Thanks, Brett for coming with me and fielding the hard questions. Sure appreciate you! And thanks to McKenzie for keeping Glory way longer than you bargained for.
Brett headed back to work after our meeting with Panwalker. Then I headed back to the Infusion Center. Today, I hardly recognized anyone. All my past ladies/nurses must be out for the Holidays already. BUT some us are still here.... FOREVER!!!! (see how my bitterness has completely melted away? LOL )
Today, Lexi was my Herceptin Nurse. She got the IV in on the 1st try! Can you believe it? Way to go, Lexi! However, the Drug Mixers must already be on vacation because I seriously IV-ed a gallon of saline before they got my Herceptin mixed or verified or whatever they do back there. Let's just say, whether I get poked once or twice or three times or.... you get the idea, I am always there a VERY long time! I ended up just barely finishing in time to go get my Ultrasound at 1:00 PM. {and that's a different story} Crazy! But... it's just another day at the Roger Maris Cancer Center. Lucky me!
P.S. As a happy note- I did get to see Carrie for a minute afterwards. I even got to meet her Hubby. I just luv her!

Monday, December 3, 2012

LiveStrong Celebration

It took one amazing LiveStrong Leader, a couple different reservations, and a few date changes but we finally managed to get our whole LiveStrong group {well... almost! All except for someone who got purposely left at home. LOL} together for a Celebration! Yeah! I always love an excuse for a ParTay! We met at HuHot for dinner. We got the "HuHot for Dummies" rundown from the waiter (LOL) so we could enjoy an amazing dinner with even more amazing friends! 
Let's "Start Here"---
My fun LiveStrong Friends-
Top: Denise, Shay, Brett. Bottom L: Nicole, Katelyn, Caleb. Bottom R: Matt, Jennifer, Robbie
Next, our group wanted to do something special for Katelyn as a thank you for all she has done for us. With the help of my very creative Hubby, we came up with a very clever letter which turned into a pretty awesome thank you gift. All the BOLDED words were bought and put into a package for her. We're pretty funny! Luv ya, Katelyn!
There were other gifts given as well.
1- I gave all the ladies one of my HOPE Ornaments for Christmas. Hopefully a little reminder of me and the fact that whatever craziness there is in our individual lives, there is always HOPE!
2- Robbie & I have had this personal joke since we began LiveStrong. Her and I decided that since both of us hate to sweat that as long as we were working out together that we would "Glow" not sweat! LOL So she made us all these keychains that say, "You GLOW Girl!" How fun is that?
3- Katelyn also gave us all a present. Yeah for presents!!!! Inside our gift bag, we found a few calendars & fun brads to keep track of our continued Work-out sessions. We love them! Thanks lady!
We ended the night with some yummy cake pops made by our amazing leader and a chance to be a little silly one last time! I'm so sad that our time together is over but what a fun Adventure we have shared! Thanks friends! And good luck in your continued, healthy life! Chow!
Yeah for LiveStrong!